Abba Noufer the Anchorite – St. Barbara & St. Abounafar El Saih – Campbelltown NSW Australia

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Abba Noufer the anchorite:

A certain brother who was an anchorite, and whose name was Bebnoda, made a discourse to the God - loving brethren and those were the words that he addressed to them.

I (your) brother was thinking one day and I determined to go into the inner desert, so that I might see if there were any brethren who were monks living in the most remote parts of it.

I marched four days and four nights, I neither ate bread nor drank water. I marched on into the inner desert and at the end of a further number of days , I journeyed into the mountain. When four days had passed by I felt pain and I stretched out my hands to heaven and I prayed.

I became extremely hungry and thirsty, and in exhaustion I fell to the ground, I opened my eyes and found a person standing before me.

He touched my lips with his fingertips and immediately my strength was renewed.

After God granted me this wonderful miracle, I journeyed for a further seventeen days within the wilderness.

In the distance I noticed a very strange looking man and he was an exceedingly terrifying object for his hair was spread out over his body like a panther, he was naked but his private part was covered with leaves.

As he approached me, I became very frightened so I ran to the top of the mountain. I thought that perhaps he might be a mountain lion.

He remained at the foot of the mountain but lifted his face towards me and said "Come down my brother Bebnoda and do not be afraid for I am a man like you and I have dwelt in this wilderness for many years because of my love for Christ". I was astonished he knew my name, but felt that indeed he was filled with the Holy Spirit, so at once I descended and knelt before him.

As we sat together, I asked him to tell me about his life. He humbly responded, "My name is Noufer and I have dwelled in the wilderness for the past sixty years, living in the fear of God.

The beasts are my friends and with them I share my cave.

I feed upon wild grass and these fruit bearing trees.

You are the first person I have seen in sixty years.

After a brief pause, he continued; I began my spiritual life as a monk in the Barida monastery where one hundred and forty monks lived together in love and harmony.

Daily we ate together and praised together, and the peace of Our Lord Jesus Christ filled our hearts. At the time I was still at my youth and diligently I learned and observed the virtues and wisdom of my saintly fathers for they resembled the angels of God.

One day I heard my fathers were speaking about the desert fathers who dwell within the wilderness. They said that these fathers speak to God as if face - to - face, just like Elijah and John the Baptist, so curiously I asked, "How could these desert fathers be of higher spirituality than yourselves?" They answered, "My son, they are the ones who are found just and righteous in the sight of God; we are nothing in comparison for we live a communal life - we eat and drink when we feel the need, we are served when we feel weak and we console one another in times of depression.".

But as far the desert dwellers, they have none of these things.

From the start of their ascetic life, they roam the wilderness in the intense heat of the day and the bitter coldness in the night. They suffer from the severity of hunger, thirst and exhaustion, and face relentless spiritual struggles and satanic wars. But all this they endure patiently and willingly because of their great love for Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and in expectation of their heavenly reward.

Because of the perseverance and their strong faith, the Lord sends His angels to administer and serve them just as it is written in the book of Isaiah the prophet,.

"Those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint... when (they) seek water and there is none... I the Lord will hear them; I the God of Israel will not forsake them. I will open rivers in desolated heights and fountains in the midst of valleys; I will make the wilderness a pool of water and the dry land a spring of water..." (Isaiah 40: 31, 41: 17 - 18).

And also in Psalms of King David we are told "The righteous cry, and the Lord hears them and delivers them out of all their troubles" (Psalm 34: 17).

Abba Noufer then said to me, "Abba Bebnoda, as I heard these words my heart was enlightened, and so that night I packed enough bread to last me for 3 days and went forth from the monastery in the hope that the Lord will lead me to the place He has chosen for me.

As I left the monastery gate by night, I found standing in front of me a person full of light.

I was very frightened and wanted to quickly return to my cell within the monastery. The lighted person approached me saying, "Do not be afraid for I am the angel of the Lord; I have been with you from your childhood and I will accompany you always.".

Together we walked side by side for about seven miles through the wilderness.

I then continued journeying alone until I reached a small cave, so I knocked on the door and said, "Bless me my father!" A saintly father with a face of an angel emerged from within the cave with a warm smile.

I knelt at his feet but he raised me up saying, "May the Lord bless you my dear friend Noufer, please come in." I remained with him for a few days in order to learn and benefit from his spirituality and wisdom. He taught me how I should spend my time each day and he strengthened and forewarned me of the satanic wars that I shall face. Finally he said to me, "My son, you to must face spiritual struggles, so arise and venture deep within the inner wilderness, and there spend your time in prayers and praise, for the Lord has called you to live an ascetic life.".

The saintly father accompanied me for four days until we found a deserted fortress and beside it was a fruit bearing palm tree.

He turned to me and said, "Noufer this is the place which God has chosen for you to serve Him in.".

The hermit father remained with me for a month, during this time he instructed me in virtuous and godly ways which I was to apply in my life of asceticism.

We continued meeting one another once a year, until he passed away to the heavenly kingdom. I buried him with great respect and reverence in the place where he spent his life worshiping God.

I Bebnoda then asked Abba Noufer, "Did you face any trials or hardships when you began your life of hermitage in the wilderness?".

To which he replied, "Believe me my beloved brother, I have faced death many times; from hunger, thirst, extremes in temperatures to the extent that my body withered, but I was patient and endured all things. Many times the devil would appear and torment me, but my Lord Jesus Christ, Blessed be His name, would comfort me and save me from the traps of the enemy. This palm tree produces twelve baskets of dates a year, and each basket feeds me for a month.

I also eat wild grass and because of God's great love, he makes the grass taste as sweet as honey in my mouth.

Now my brother Bebnoda let us go to the place where I live.

We walked for about three miles through the wilderness until we reached his fortress, and its nearby palm tree.

After we stood to pray, we sat together and spoke of the many wonders of God. As the sun began to set, I saw before the entrance of the fortress a loaf of bread and a jug of water. Abba Noufer said to me, "Get up my brother and eat this bread and drink this water, for you have suffered greatly along the way to find me.".

We shared the meal and we ate until we were satisfied and there was plenty left over. We then stood up to pray and remained praying throughout the night. The following day I looked at Abba Noufer's face and found it had become like fire. I was very frightened, but he turned to me and said, "Don't be afraid brother Bebnoda, for our beloved Lord Jesus Christ has sent you to me so that you may take care of and bury my body, for the hour of my deliverance quickly approaches.".

I Bebnoda then asked him, "Father, Do you think that the Lord will make me worthy enough to live within your dwelling place after your blessed departure?" But he replied, "My dear son, The only reason the Lord had in leading you here is to bury my body, and then return to your monastery to tell your fellow brothers the monks all the wonders you have seen, for in so doing they may praise and glorify our father in heaven.".

I knelt before him and said, "Bless me my saintly father, may God be merciful to me and make me worthy of seeing you once again in his heavenly kingdom.".

Abba Noufer remained praying on me for a long while then he returned to pray for himself with many tears before lying on the ground with his hands outstretched, and quietly he released his spirit.

It was the 16th of the blessed month Baouna, and I, Bebnoda saw before me a whole host of angels praising and singing as they carried the soul of a pure saint Abba Noufer saying, "Pure is your soul Noufer, for it is without blemish, so let us present it as a beautiful (Korban) to Christ our Lord, The King Of Glory!" Immediately I took the tunic I was wearing and tore it in two.

I wrapped the body of the Blessed father Abba Noufer with one piece and covered myself with the other. I placed his body in a small stone cave, and prayed on him before sealing the caves entrance.

The same hour Abba Noufer departed, the palm tree withered and fell, and the fortress, which was his home crumbled to the ground.

It was then that I realized the strength of Abba Noufer's words when he told me that it was not God's will that I remain in his place.

I ate the bread that was left over from the meal we shared and drank the rest of the water.

I then stood to pray before going back to the monastery.

Suddenly, the person who had come to me at the beginning of my journey and touched my lips, again returned to me.

He strengthened and encouraged me and so I left Abba Noufer's blessed place glorifying the lord through his beloved saint Abba Noufer the hermit.

After a journey of three days I came into Egypt. I described unto the brethren unto me and they wrote down these things, which they had heard from me (Abba Bebnoda) and quickly put them into a book sheet where it was deposited in the church for the benefit of these who should hear or read it, they glorified God and blessed his saints, through the grace and love to man of our lord Jesus Christ, to whom be glory and his good father and the Holy Spirit forever and ever amen.

• Abba Noufer departed on the 16th of the blessed month Baouna.
• The first church established by the name of Abba Noufer was on the 16th of the blessed month of Hatour in Al Zaher, Cairo.